I'm glad I found this place... I think I'll fit in well here.
Sleep... what a beast it is. To go without it can be torturous to some, and to others gratifying and euphoric... if you're like me and you enjoy being delerious, that is.
Although I dislike the idea of lying in bed for several hours when I could be doing something I enjoy, I guess I really do like sleep. I just HATE the waking up part. So it should be clear at this point I'm an insomniac by choice. Although I think after years of amphetamine and ephedrine use (only occasional or periodic cocaine and meth use), regular sleep deprivation and a general liking of nighttime I think has made going to bed at a decent time nearly impossible for me... even if I wanted to.
I'm at the point now where I want to take my sleep deprivation to a whole new level. I know this probably sounds a bit odd, however for the past few months I've been in this physically confusing state of taking pills to get me at least somewhat concious, energetic and upbeat for work and/or school in the morning/afternoon, being a zombie all day, being totally awake at night, and then going to sleep in time to get two or three hours, sometimes less. I'm starting to think I might be better off not sleeping at all, since I wake up in Hell every morning.
Well there's my story. I'm Brian, by the way.